Rain rain go away…
Due to the rain pouring heavily outside, there’s only a few kittens roaming around.
Thus, explains my free time!
Here’s some happenings in my life lately:
Hey you!
Check out my teeth!
That’s right! I’m a braces chic no more!
And totally loving it (:
WOOHOO! So pleased with the results, though I will be doing bonding
or something similar to crowning of my two vampire teeth, so that it will look more perfect!
Now for those who have been asking me to smile with my teeth,
I’M SO GONNA FLOOD YOU WITH MY SMILES! MUHAHAHA
I’m very much into my cheekbones:
Die die must drag the lover boy into the picture as well:
Can smile widely together already!
Fine fine, I know you’re starting to get sick of my face :(
I shall share my new babies with you, in compensation of my extreme narcissism:
Itchy itchy hand…
Looking to get coach lanyards for my phones! (BF’s gonna smack me)
I actually lost 2 phones within the same week.
I HAD NEVER LOST A PHONE BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
The very day when I lost the 1st phone,
my beloved grand dad was demised.
And I dint even get to read the sms from my mum: “Ah Gong has passed away…”
Until I called to ask if she has already picked up “Signify” boutique’s name card,
then was I told about this piece of bad news.
I was practically stunned beyond words and didn’t know how to react to it at all.
It was after all, the 1st time I’d experienced losing someone this precious.
And that’s the reason why Signify was closed for half day on Friday.
I’m sincerely apologetic about the inconvenience caused!
(Esp. my readers who’ve popped by the shop when it was closed)
I was just too tired with the mad rush to and fro from the boutique to the funeral,
thus Signify has been opening rather late in the afternoon these days. (We are still open everyday!)
Speaking of which, I’ve been crazily slogging away at the boutique for the past 3 weeks with no rest day at all.
And guess what?
On the last day of the funeral, I lost my 2nd phone again…
Will be updating on the funeral with pictures, as we were told to capture the moments for keepsake.
After all, my grand dad passed away peacefully at the age of 90 with a total of 4 generations;
which means a “joyful funeral”, we shouldn’t be too upset over the reality of old age.
But seriously, who wouldn’t be affected emotionally?
I felt lost.
Where did my grand dad go to?
Those tears came rolling down, as I felt the heart wrenching for my loss.
What pains me most is when I see my grandma and I couldn’t seem to find the words of comfort for her at all.
I just wish I could tell her that I would be there for her.
But who am I to be compared to the love of hers for 70 years…
Just how can the reality be this cruel?
I didn’t get to see you for the last time, did you even know that?
FCUK myself for losing the phone.
FCUK those tears for rolling down once again.
FCUK…
I just can’t accept that you are gone like that.
Goodbye, it’s never been that difficult.
I love you…
Every time I thought of you, I smiled at those flashbacks.
Goodbye Grand Dad.
I still remember how you would always read the papers every morning with the spectacles on top of your head.
And you’ve once told me: “I only look at the images, instead of reading. HA!”
These memories, I will certainly reminisce frequently.
And all that I have of you, will be kept deep inside my heart for the rest of my remaining life.
I will miss you, and we all will..
