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I can't upload any pictures and I urgently need to update!
Starting my Full time job tomorrow already and I might not even have the time anymore :(



Need to go off to sleep already.
Tomorrow work, attend a launch and to the zouk with my babe~

My New Minion (:



























-Stay tuned, to be updated later 29/04/2008-

Me love.

Uh uh uh uh oh ooh
Why'd you have to go-oh
Away from home
Me love.

Here's my new love; outlook:

































































































My new spectacles! (:

Shall not go on on and chanting: "I love it, I love it, I love it..." Ooops!





Anyways, I would like to share this shop with wide range of trendy spectacles, with you!
It's located at bugis street, level 2. The only specs shop there, around the corner.

If you are keen, just look for Mr Lim; aka Seng Wee.
Mention that you are thy-dowager's reader and you will receive an exclusive discount off your specs!

Specs rates can be as low as $89 (:





**For your info, I'm not gaining any benefits from this.
So not to worry, it's merely a favor to all my lovely readers.









It was yet another splendid date with my babe:




























Check that out!
We were posing with the prettaye rings I've gotten for us.

Don't worry JoJo, you have one too! (:



Though it's nothing fantastic, little things make my little girls happy.

**Gonna get one each for F & J as well.





























Will reply to tags soon!

The heart-warming concerns certainly gave me additional strength!
Thanks to all my honey-filled readers (:





My legs are cramped from the long walk today with my 4.5 inch heels.
Wonder how am I gonna survive tomorrow's Boat Asia Show.




-Sigh

Solitude...








From, You:


Sorry baby, you should have the freedom. I love you.



I love you because you were mine.
But it seemed like I have to share you with your friends.
Baby, I can't take this anymore. I only want you to be mine. I'm sorry.

I understand. I believe you know what's best for you and that your friends would be better.
I hope the best for you.



Goodbye my love...



You've made everything broken.



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From Me, left unsaid:


All broken, tears I couldn't hold.



What have I broke?

A relationship with absolute no trust?
A heart, belonging to one who doesn't believe in me?




Or





Was it my scarred heart?



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You said I'm selfish.
But my youth, is short.


You said I want to leave you because I think I can find a better guy.
But I think you are the best in my life.


You said, with relationship, comes with sacrifice.
But do I sacrifice my life?





-Settling down/commitment doesn't mean to have no breathing space in life.




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I might not be the best girlfriend in the entire world.
But I've done my best to be your best girlfriend I could ever be.






You said you're not good enough.

I say: I'm never good enough for you... I was never good enough.

























You and my family is my everything,
but friends are a necessity.
Both are inevitable, something I couldn't lose.





You said I chose my friends over you.
I wasn't even given a choice.



They said I'm still young, I can find a better guy.
But loving someone like you, those better guys are inexistent.




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You know nothing, baby.
Freedom is nothing, without you.



I'm living without you baby...
What's life, anyway?
What's life, anymore?




I'm lost, alone.






With tears, I penned.
With words, I could no longer utter.



I'll live on, in Seclusion.





Memories...
Engraved in the heart you'd taken ownership.




























Today, also our 20th Monthsary, marks the ending.
The ending of this relationship, a relationship that I'd thought of no ending.







GAME OVER

Pinning High Hopes..

Who doesn't know, it's never advisable.
But who could have controlled?

I loathe it, darn this feeling.
Hate the feeling of burning passion, extinguished.


Swing me high and keep me there...








Staying above the level takes a great effort to kick start.
I hope my effort won't get flushed down the drain.

Yes, once again, I'm gonna attempt my last on this Wednesday.
I plead for nothing, but success.




It's something I want, and I know it has gotta be a good beginning.























Today, I'm gonna stay home.
Anger took over my consciousness, and I'd burst in tears after receiving the news,
which had to mess up my schedule planned.

Still, things ended up fine, so hopefully it's a blessing in disguise.





Pray for the best, for me.
Asking would not be of any help, refraining from doing so shall be greatly appreciated.






How can I show my appreciation?
Hmmm.. How about a Lolipop for you? (:





















Hmmm.. Should I have one as well,
to reward myself for the effort?





















It's sparkling and tempting me...


Looks yummy!!!

Alright, I think I'll have it too!





















-Let's enjoy the lolipop together; the visual sense (:

Asian with thy-English accent is cute




Well, not just the appearance, but their humor never fails to amaze me.

Damn, he was a braces boy too, and BOY, is he cute for a 17 yr old chap.
[Considering that I would never lay my eyes on kids (teens; to be exact)]


I'm almost done with all his videos, the creativity is admirable.
You guys should check it out too!

Behind The Mask





After removing my makeup, gleams of daylight shone through the panes.
Before I knew, the birds are already chirping away, as a warm welcome of the beloved sun.




Goshhhh!! It's 8am already!






Came across my long lost cap, thus fully utilizing it, before it's chucked back into the dark cupboard.
Decided to take a video/pictures with my nude look, prior to my very early sleep.



**PS: I've also Removed My Big Eyes Lenses







***To thy-god above I swear, this is me,
Absolutely bared from the colorful palettes.





Raw-video; apologies for being an absolute NOOB in video editing.


**Stop commenting about my kiddish voice on video.
I even tried to LOWER my voice, than my usual.
But it still ended up like this on video, believe it or not.










More pictures WITHOUT Digital Touch Up



Be proud, because this is a gift from my parents.
Same goes to you.

-Realism













































































And in response to the following:




rose: hi.. i c that u dont have any dark circles at all.. mind sharing how u get rid of them?





Dear, sleeping at such amazing "EARLY" hours,
I'm sad to say, but I'm certainly NOT dark eye rings - FREE :(

Don't ever believe in those dark eye rings removal products!
Because it works only if u sleep according to the usual timing.

My dark circles are not as obvious only because I'm more towards to the tanned side.

So, the only way out, perhaps, you can try the beauty treatments by professional beauticians.
Or, get tanned!


AND, OF COURSE, SLEEP EARLY!



Cheerios (:

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**PS. To that SORE LOSER who I'd deleted his/her tag,
"mentioning that i should brush up on my English,
though appreciates that I'm trying to write in such deep terms."



Hold a second, you meant such casual thoughts that I had before I pen it down,
are considered deep terms?



Wow, I guess your deep is equivalent to shallow then.
Because deep, would mean the writings of my all time favorite writer, KATE BRIAN.




I'm sorry, but because I feel that we are heaven and hell apart,
your comment should never exist in my holy blog.



Amen to the death of that "microscopic" tag of yours (:

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It's weird...




How one person can be so gleeful this moment, and extremely down on the very next.
And it's contradictory isn't it?
The same matter that affects your emotion, differently.


I have got so much words, I've kept within and wish I could pour them all out,
but I have absolute no hint on where to begin.




I'm trapped in a cage, like a little pigeon.
Attempting to fly high, but have no confidence in surviving on the outside world.
Wanted to reveal my feelings,
but to realize, I could no longer utter no nothings...




Sometimes... I just wish...

I was stronger...

I don't even...
Know how the outside world is like, anymore...


I believed, I can fly.




























What's love, you ask?




Love, is a paradox.




I've said I missed you, but why doesn't my heart react, like before?
Goodbye... But how, I asked.

Little things make a little girl happy





It's pouring businessmen and women now, a superb day for me to sleep through!
But I'm gonna wakey early today to meet Queenie dear I hope,
then it shall be my girls night out again!



Before I sleep, I shall officially label "Martha" as one of the suckiest program.


Ok, fine, I shouldn't be that prejudice.
Maybe just the host, but their recipes are brilliant!

"Marthastewart.com"



Was watching it due to the tempting recipe on the making of ice cream.
Until this old crappy host started to interrupt every single time, when others had something to say.
I couldn't even figure out what were they trying to say,
she dint even give the girl; who taught us on how to make easter eggs,
a chance to speak up and went on and on with her ridiculous nothings.





I WOULD HAVE SMACKED THE EGGS HARD, ON HER FACE.





Until the "ice cream" instructor could stand her no more,
while she was rambling and rambling with her introductions,



HE CUT IN and went: "So, when can we start making ice cream?"




**PS: I thought he should go, "When can we EVER start?"









Sunflower

–noun

1.

Sunshine

2.

Adoration

The day, I was "HEI" luckless






Before you begin with the mockery, yes, this is my virgin attempt with prawning.




And it all happened at Bishan:

Singapore's such a minor, the night-out locations are knowingly limited.
Other than clubbing, pubbing, chilling, sleeping,

Here's where my night owl friends hang out too! Saw a handful of them (:
























My hardworking partner in crime; busy with her FYP:






















After an hour, when I've decided to give up on the rod:



























The girl's bf, happy with his victory; with the help of my rod:



























Trying to get the hook out of it's mouth:

Eeeew, I think it hurts quite bad, like braces stuck in the mouth :(((
But it's attempt to struggle free was a failure. -Evil laughter



























OMG! CHECK OUT THE EGG-IESSSSS
I told you I'm a baby-eater, didn't I?

Nothing gigantic, but better than nothing, true?




























And it's finally, the time to torture the prawns; alive!!!:














































































They honestly deserved to be in my stomach,
not that they tasted so heavenly; which they really do [fresh and delicious].

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But because...

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WE, BOTH ME AND JUNEY,
CAUGHT NONE OF THEM,
AND I YES! I MEANT, NOT EVEN 1 PRAWN!






BLOODY HELL !@!#%&(${\

WASTED LAO NIANG'S $15 BUCKS...

@!$!!)^&#$!#!

Luckily I shared with Juney.

Otherwise I swear I would dive in and prawn the hell out of them.





@!$%^!CHICKEN MAC NUGGETS!#!$!$.

They kept telling me, it's patience, patience.
That it's impossible that anybody would end up with "0" prawns,
that I will surely get at least "1".




GUESS WHAT?




I ALMOST ENDED UP AS A PATIENT IN MENTAL HOSPITAL.




Despite trying different methods:

1) Stoning there and not moving
2) Poking the useless rod around
3) Changing locations
4) Getting people for help
5) Using the net to swing around








And so, I began to laugh:

"Hei hei hei hei hei hei hei, hei hei hei hei hei...
Hei hei hei hei hei hei hei, hei hei hei hei hei..."









Then, I came to a final conclusion:

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"Prawns dislike babes..."


Cuz it seems like guys are better with prawning.
And it also seemed like there are more female prawns caught.

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Ok, maybe not, because apparently, some girls caught quite a big handful.

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"Prawns hate mermaids"

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Wait, prawns eat small fishies don't they?

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Hmmm...

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WHAT THE PRAWN LA!!!

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I SHOULD JUST GO FISH FOR HUNKS INSTEAD.






**Ps: Ok, I was just kidding on that part.

Heard from Faith that it's because we used the bait that was provided,
which was actually not alluring enough for the prawn.
We should have used some fish instead, which I forgot which.

Was it sword fish or something?





FINE, I SHOULD STOP CONSOLING MYSELF.

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I'M JUST NOT CUT OUT FOR PRAWNING.

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I shall BAN prawning for the rest of my life!!!

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Cuz I'm better with crapping (:




And indeed, I crapped.




Perhaps I'll make my next attempt real soon.
To get the feeling of prawn-on-hook.


**They were nagging at me for bringing the rod up all the time.
But eh bloody hell, Lao niang also got first time ok,
how I know how is it like to have the prawn biting my bait?





Just you wait...




One day I'll bring back 100 prawns from my fruitful catch.






Then I'll drag a newbie there as well,


AND I SHALL POINT AND MOCK AT HER
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO CATCH ANY ;)






*Evil grin

For those who miss Mr BF...





The day he left for Taiwan...




Our initial plan was to enjoy a sumptuous meal before bidding good bye.
Nice decoration/ambiance, true?


I can't deny, the lightings and wallpaper is breath-taking.




Here, Ramen *Ten* for you, located near Tampines mall:














































But, don't get too taken away and DO NOT JUDGE THE FOOD BY IT'S COVER.



Why? The green tea is bitter and bland.
Yes you might say Japanese green tea is of such, but guess what?
My favorite restaurant has it sweet for the cold and only bitter for the hot.



























Next, nothing special. It's alright for Bf's but definitely not worthed the price.




























Mine, it's a shame being a Japanese cuisine.
The salmon is NOT FRESH,
there isn't even a least bit of sweetness that exists and furthermore soggy.


Whereas the teriyaki beef is SO SALTY, I could hardly swallow it!
Even the rice owns no fragrance and where there hell do you find egg mayo
or whatever shiats in Japanese food?



Creativity? Not very much appreciated, at least for me.






















It's almost impossible for me to have leftovers for Japanese Cuisines,
and this has got to be the first ever once that I gave it up in less than 5 mouthfuls.
More than 3/4 of the food was left unwanted.



The first Halal Japanese Delicacy.
Very BOLD entrepreneurship indeed.

But my dearest Malay readers, DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TRYING IT.
It's such a horrendous attempt, I'm never gonna give another chance to unknown restaurants.







Then we left and as the night falls and hinted us it's time..



Time for us to part:

Our final pictures at the airport




















































Bon Voyage my love...
I'll miss you...

I'm still awake at 5am BECAUSE...






If you sleep 12 hours a day which is 4 more than the usual healthy 8,

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thats 4 extra hours a day...

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You do that for a month and thats 120 hours.

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Keep that up for a year, and thats 1440 hours which is equivalent to 60 days.

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If you live your life, just like that for 6 years, thats 360 days which is almost a year!

So for every six years of your life, you wasted one year on it, BLOODY HELL SLEEPING!!!!





Imagine what you could do if you slept a lot lesser!






So if someone does say you’re doe eyed or poke fun at your dark eye rings for the matter,



REMEMBER....




You’re a lover for life. And they are just a bunch of losers (:








So hey losers,

I dig my dark eye rings.

You should start loving life too, like I do.




I laughed my ass out tonight before bed (:

Bohemian Style Themed Shoot Update!






The sweetest makeup artist did my creative makeup.
Being an extreme paranoia, I'd never entrust my face to anyone.
But she's one of the million that made me feel safe in her hands.

It's hard to be my makeup artist, I couldn't agree more that I'm hard to please!






Let the picture tell you why:

You could hardly pick no bones in that egg.




























Doing the hair:

Curly wavy is desirable, once in awhile (:



















































First outfit; not bad but a little carpet like though.




























Next! 2nd outfit, BEAUTIFUL!

In actual fact, it's less amazing in real life but unbelievably perfect for shoots.




-Deciding between the headbands:

First one looked like bandage, LOL. Hence the obvious choice (:
























So, What do you think?
Wise Choice?













































Sexy boots, stylist's own:





























To the huge studio:
























Here's a preview of low key shots:

Taken from my camera.
I've yet to receive the real professional shots.










































































The high key's:











































































































Me on screen! Weee~























And the beautiful outcome of my look?
A FULL CREDIT TO THIS CUTEY PIE!
She's absolutely sweet, treating me like a little princess throughout (:




























The End, tired but still looking fresh!

























-Hoping to get the pictures real soon to post them up! ^^